Stephanie Davis feels ‘so lost’ as she announces she’s had a tragic miscarriage
Stephanie Davis has revealed the heartbreaking news that she has suffered a miscarriage.
The Hollyoaks actress, 28, shared the sad announcement with her Instagram followers, explaining the tragic ordeal was why she had been so quiet as of late.
Stephanie opened up to fans about the ordeal as she posted a video of herself throughout the start of her pregnancy journey.
The clip sees her taking a number of tests and celebrating as she finds out she is expecting once again.
Stephanie, who is already mum to son Caben-Albi, is also seen telling her boyfriend Oliver the happy news.
But, she then explained in the caption that she had suffered a heartbreaking miscarriage early on in her pregnancy journey.
She wrote in the caption of the share: "Why I’ve been quiet" followed by a broken heart emoji.
The actress continued that she didn't know if she should post the news or not as she has "felt so lost lately".
Stephanie then asked: "Is it no ones business, or should I share my sadness or just keep It in and feel sad and alone like I do. As my followers I guess you know me pretty well."
Hollyoaks star Stephanie explained that it was her fans messages that sparked her to take a pregnancy test.
"It was in fact your messages about my bad skin change, my heavy curry intake, random food and hormones that made me check… I was pregnant," she said.
Stephanie continued: "We only told close friends and family as wanted to wait till the 12 weeks safety mark even though I thought of course it would all be fine. I was so happy."
Actress continued to explain that she began "getting pains" and the hospital was "keeping a close eye" on her.
She then added: "Scans and lots of bloods later I had the dreaded phone call of the hospital saying that my levels were dropping drastically, and sadly my pregnancy is no more.
"Then it was just the waiting game to start bleeding and loose what I dreamt about and was so happy about.
"I finally thought I had my happy ending. That’s why I’ve been quiet and today the dreaded pains and bleeding has begun, it makes it all real now that it’s over" she wrote followed by a crying face emoji.
Stephanie added: "I made this video that Ol and Cath actually had a good laugh at at the time when my hormes were all over the pace, it gave them a good laugh watching me watch it on repeat sobbing with my hormones watching it over and over lol, but I loved it.
"My hormones were all over the place while I sat and re watched it over and over crying happy tears."
She then heartbreakingly added: "I wanted to end the video telling Caben he was going to have a brother or sister but we never got that far…"
Looking back on the pregnancy, she continued: "I was so excited to finally get to enjoy very second of my pregnancy and it be a happy thing, I never thought I’d have the strength to go through another pregnancy as with Caben it was a horrific traumatic time, but I guess you heal and I couldn’t wait to have my happy ever after with Oliver and Caben and our baby."
Speaking of the tragic loss, Stephanie candidly told her fans: "I feel all over the place right now and know I was early but it still hurts.
"I seen my whole future ahead of me and had my hand on my stomach every day. Just feel so lost right now and my hormones are understandably all over the place. I know one day I’ll get my happy ending but for now I just have to get through this. Sending all my love, Steph x".
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